Life too fast

We went to a carnival last night, and both girls rode a pony, and then Harper rode a camel. The girl who ran screaming from Spike 2 years ago, is now riding ponies and camels. I am thrilled by this, but it makes me realize how fast this goes by. So many things happen so fast. I feel like I am grabbing at memories, and they are flying by me. I signed up Abbey for dance starting in July. I don't know if she's ready for it, but we will find out. I don't want to not try.
 I am also working full time, and taking 1 class online. I am so proud of myself for taking this class and I pray I can continue with the same dedication I have now. It's going to be hard, financially, mentally, all that "ly" stuff, but I HAVE to finish this. I have to see through with school. I need to finish something in my life. If I can't get a degree, why should my children. I want to inspire them. I need to hug them more. That was my random thought when thinking about them.
Harper starts Kindergarten in the Fall and there are so many things happening leading up to that. I am finding it hard to let go. She's going to have to make decisions on her own and go off training we have given so far. She's such a sweet kind trusting person, and that is so good, it can harm her too. I think this is something every parent must feel and go through as you go through transitions. But I am just taking it to heart.

Working out

Lately, I've been getting up at 5 am to go workout. Yeah, I know it's crazy. Especially for me. But I like it. I actually like it. And I didn't go Wednesday morning, because St. Patrick's Day tiredness, and I actually missed it. What is wrong with me??

Didn't mean to take so long

Whoops, Didn't mean to go so long without posting. Not much has been going on. Signed up for an online class to help me prepare for the test in June. I have to take a test to even register for Anatomy. I was going to try and do it on my own, but I'd feel more prepared if I took this class. And one happens to be starting March 23. Good timing.
We go next Monday to register Harper for Kindergarten. Already. I can't believe my baby is going to be 5. I am petrified of sending her to a big school where I have no control over what happens to her. I am worried that she will be scared or lost. What if someone takes her? What if she's unhappy? What about all the What ifs?? I guess this is part of letting them grow up. We've talked to her about stranger danger, and will keep reiterating it all the time.
I did a mockup of my school schedule. I wish I could register right now. I am so excited. I just want to get started. I wish we could afford for me to start in the summer, but we just can't. We are starting to pay off more bills. Trying to eat more at home. Less luxuries. Going to buckle down.
I say less luxuries, but here I am planning 2 trips. One for the girls' birthdays. It will be a dual trip down to the beach. And then in late July, going to San Francisco with my stepmom and Sissy. I am so excited. I have never been. I am starting to save up now, so hopefully it won't hurt too much in the pocketbooks while we are there. We are going to go to Alcatraz and do some winery tours. It'll be a quick weekend trip.
Not much to report right now. I am going to try and be better about this.
Hubby has had stuff going on at work that is making the papers. I feel for him and his shift, but the guy did it to himself. I have little to no patience which is surprising.This guy lost his career and his way of life, owed to stupid choices he made. Ugh.