We went to a carnival last night, and both girls rode a pony, and then Harper rode a camel. The girl who ran screaming from Spike 2 years ago, is now riding ponies and camels. I am thrilled by this, but it makes me realize how fast this goes by. So many things happen so fast. I feel like I am grabbing at memories, and they are flying by me. I signed up Abbey for dance starting in July. I don't know if she's ready for it, but we will find out. I don't want to not try.
I am also working full time, and taking 1 class online. I am so proud of myself for taking this class and I pray I can continue with the same dedication I have now. It's going to be hard, financially, mentally, all that "ly" stuff, but I HAVE to finish this. I have to see through with school. I need to finish something in my life. If I can't get a degree, why should my children. I want to inspire them. I need to hug them more. That was my random thought when thinking about them.
Harper starts Kindergarten in the Fall and there are so many things happening leading up to that. I am finding it hard to let go. She's going to have to make decisions on her own and go off training we have given so far. She's such a sweet kind trusting person, and that is so good, it can harm her too. I think this is something every parent must feel and go through as you go through transitions. But I am just taking it to heart.
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